Happier Birthday Lyrics

Never have I ever felt like this life is worth celebrating

Feeling like it's me against the world yeah this earth's hella hating

Good thing Most People forget it so I'm never shamed with

Coming to the realization that I still am chasing

My dream, I'm still broke

There's no cream, I'm still a joke

Got No Queen, can't score a hoe

My self esteem, is in a hole

I can't believe, I'm this low

I'm 25, what a shit show

In my mind, I sit closed

Like why oh why, I'm a bitch yo

Sure I've made it far

But I still ain't reach the bar

Still I can not hit the mark

Sure some people never start

And I'm doing this music shit

But still this shit is hard

And no one here supports me

No one here roots for me

What do I got to show

Yeah sure I'll drop a flow

To people who think this ain't work

It's no job, those words are burned

In my head, it hurts and hurts

Thought that it would get better

But it's only worse and worse

Hurting worse, the worst? Unsure

Everyone is disappointed

family I'm just avoiding

What is it I've been destroying?

Oh my future, I'm annoyed and

I'm depressed and I've been stressed

I try so hard to lift my head, but I don't like the shit I see

Everyone is blaming me, it's got me thinking it is me!

Maybe ego says it ain't

Maybe I am just that fake

End it all? No I ain't

Cause my life, still has a chance of having value

25 years might be worth it, if I now prove

I am right and they're wrong

I see my fans they share songs

Still I'm fighting even tho

they wanna shoot unfair ones

Next birthday I'm tryna be happier

Happy mothafucka yah that's me uh

I don't want a cake

I don't want a stupid song

I don't wanna be ashamed

I don't wanna be wrong

Waiting for some texts

That I know I'll never get

I need to get to work

And lay another verse

I made it so far so I can not walk away

Keep on forward and I take a leap of faith

I am not a quitter hope that means that I'm a winner

Fast food by myself that is what I had for dinner

Soon I'll have a reason to be celebrating

And the haters can all be me now sitting there and just hella hating

While I'm out here elevating

Life is going fast I can feel this bitch is accelerating

Man I need to make it and

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Happier birthday

To me

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Happier birthday

To me

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