The Great Escape Lyrics

Yeah, I've been wanting to quit now for too long

But something pulls me back, and so I sit down with new songs

And I just can't escape creating shit now, can't move on

But all these written pages I could Rip out like coupons

Nobody saving me, or helping me from A to B

But I ain't got no haters cuz I'm the only one hating me

I never acted lazily, probably way too hastily

I jumped too many guns so nobody was good at gauging me

Yeah, and maybe one day I'll see a milli

But I doubt it, I've clouded my brain my dreams are silly

See I've shouted alone in vain, saying please just kill me

But that's stupid, cuz life is beautiful, At least it will be

As soon as you stop with your pity party

Feeling sorry for yourself

It's the hell that you started when you fell on hardships

Leave the past buried, it's time to shed the carcass

Cuz Nobody supposed to tell you how the fuck to be an artist

So I wave myself goodbye

So long so long, farewell

I wave goodbye

You see I'm so used to talking to my fucking self

I barely hear a peep from people that I fuckin help

That's why my mental fuckin health is here stuck in hell

It ain't for lack of trying or failing or doing nothing well

I've done some pretty fun shit dude, so what's the deal

I've made a couple bills, room and board, plus some meals

I still be bustin' ill lyrics like it's just for thrills

So Why does every promise made feel like it wasn't real

I guess you put out what you get back, so in fact

Maybe I been acting like a dickbag, and if that's the truth

Give me proof, no excuse, I promise I swear that I can fix my attitude

But nobody tells me shit, they just shut the door

So my brain makes it up, like there's something more

It's fuckin war, you act like being friends is such a chore

Meanwhile I'm struggling now just to cut the cord

So I wave myself goodbye

So long, so long, farewell

I wave goodbye