Lovely Hurt Lyrics

I've been dealing with a lovely hurt inside of my mind

So I'm falling back, wasting all my time

Everybody saying that I'm gonna be fine

Maybe I'm just running out my head

And I'm wishing I was there

But I'm going through the pain

Dodging all the rain

Playing all the same

Like it's just a game

Talking about this life

I'm living in strife

I just wanna thrive

I just wanna strive

Maybe I shouldn't hop up in the car and drive

Maybe I might take up on my life

Like them days when I was gripping up on the knife

I just really wanna really make it right

I don't wanna shine in the limelight

I just wanna get it when the time is right

I just gotta be the greatest when they hate it

Maybe that's when they mistaken

Going with the lovely hurt

Going with the lovely pain

Going with the days where I wasn't really feeling sane now

I'm just trying to make my way out

I'm just trying to get out of this self-doubt

Hear me crawling

Hear me calling

Hear me crying

Wishing I was dying

Maybe on them days where I'm flying

Everybody's saying that I'll never make it through it

I'm just running clueless

I'm just thinking I could really do this

I'm just running shameless

Moving in the brainless

Moving in them days

When my vision was sitting at a haze

Sitting at a daze

Looking to the stars

Hiding all my scars

Man, I'm feeling like I'm never gonna go far

But I got the lovely hurt

Damn, I'm gonna make it work

Maybe never make it worse

Maybe never make it worse

They just wanna see me in the hurts

Maybe I just gotta go first

Maybe, maybe, get me

Going kinda crazy

In my head, I'm dizzy

In my brain, that I'm going kinda fizzy

Out of my way

I'm changing out them days

I'm changing out the ways of the sorrow

Drowning out the bottle

See you right tomorrow

Maybe just hit it up

Like I'm losing all my health

Losing all myself

Losing all my mental

I'll never really be stable

But I'm living out a fable

Saying that I'll make it

Saying they just mistaking

And they just hating

But I'll never make it through it

Running through them days

Where I was clueless

Now I'm looking back at them days

Looking back at my ways

Now I finally made it up

Finally really growing up

Showing that I'm never giving up

But I gotta take it like the

Lovely pain

Lovely hurt

Lovely hate

Lovely days where I meet my fate