Ashamed Lyrics

Ashamed to be alive

Too afraid to live, too afraid to die

I don't know what I'm doing and I'm losing time

Afraid to care at all

Afraid I'm setting myself up

to take the fall

I can't live the life

Don't wanna fight the fight

I'm to dull to be bright

I just need some light

All my life

Living on a lie

I don't wanna try

And drag myself back together again

Ashamed of who I am

Ashamed of I'm from

Ashamed of all the broken ties I've left behind in time

Ashamed all my past

Afraid of the future

Why fight to live a life that's not worth living anymore?

I guess I'm a failure

Hate to start up again

But it's just now and then

I don't understand why you'd do this to a friend

Maybe I lost my light

I won't break tonight

Or at least that's what I'm saying, but is it right?

I've been on the train

It doesn't make you sane

I hate everything that goes on in my brain

I have no thought

I care but it's not

A way to fix all the pain that I have wrought

Ashamed of who I am

Ashamed of the part of me

That's still holding on to all the things I left back in the past

Ashamed of all I've done

Afraid of what I've become

Why fight to end up right back the same way I was before?

I guess I'm a drag now