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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2023

Lyrics

I'm my own best enemy

Pressed as my best threat

No hotline can get a truce to end the trend of self annihilation in my head

tried talkin to a therapist

Bitch told me tell someone this who cares

Got up out the chair, shouted imma kill myself I don't care

Fair point, I guess you don't actually wanna be there


Catch me in the corner puffin

Holdin on to ghosts, won't catch me discussing the topics of what matters most ya ho


Ya hold the keys to the hearse I rode

Twenty years on this earth,

Hit a bowl go berserk, look how I move when I grow from this dirt

How I felt with heartbreak, all that damage you inflected

It turns into a simple target for all my problems

To further talk about slicing me open, I said I can't wait to die

I said I can't wait to die


Cut ties to the end, self destruction and violence

Mixes well with suicide silence

Do and die tendencies

Lose my mind regularly

What you don't see behind the screens

Thoughts of pressing my head to escape from reality

To blend in with society, is like riding with the devil in the truck is the shovel

To bury me, with my life I plead


Pause for a second while I smoke my weed

All bitches the same, all you ever wanted to do was lie to me

All I do is devise a plan to unalive everything that breathe's within me

I'm huffin I'm puffin, all I'm wanting is for the day that I pass the blunt

And I die slowly as my lungs bleed


Take two looks pass the blunt then I throw up,

Then roll down the windows to let my self jump right out

My old bitch, she stole shit, no emotions, it's gone

Fuck this cold shit, im only frozen see me once I have thawn


Aye that's when it dawned on me

I'm just a pawn in a game of mice and cheese

Please, take the picture it'll last forever in your memories the last thing you see is a ghost

When the home grown most hated motherfucker gets low

Oh no, blowing holes in my chest to see how far down my heart can go

Let's see where the devil will show

12 gauge, AK, 9 mil, show me what makes your anxiety glow

What makes society go?


Blowing holes in our brains, lets sing to excruciating pain

I'm in shame, I just can't seem to wait to wanna jump out the plane

Sniffin propane to get me higher than the wu tang

Don't bother my existence, this that new thing


You got caught up in a moshpit

The world may end before I drop shit

Jump shit, my feelings don't got it in me to admit it, possibly been on my God shit

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