Broken Pills Lyrics

I've been in with broken pills, tryna heal a broken heart

I've been in with broken pills, tryna heal a broken heart

Oh God, why? Oh God, why

Lately I've been tryna get better, but I'm steady right back and I'm riding the sled

And I'm singing the red, wishing I was dead

But I go back and I leave it all unsaid, like I'm leaving so many messages unread

I guess I need to get out of bed, but I just gotta get a grip

So I take another hit and I take another sip

Then I lose my shit, gotta get better

So I try falling back, I try to stand tall

Everybody saying that I'm really going stall

Like the engine in the whip with the pistol on my hip

But I'm losing all my shit, so I put it to my dome

I just wanna be alone, I just wanna find my way, way, way back home

Everybody saying that it's gonna be alright, but I gotta keep fighting

This shit's enlightening, this shit's like the lightning

Guess I'm just frightening

Inside my head these demons wanna see me dead

Everybody saying that they see all the red

But they don't see the blood that I cut out of my wrist

They don't really see what it's like, like this

Everybody saying that I'm gonna be okay, but I'm going slow-mo

I just really wanna stay, I'm just living life way too fastly

Looks like it's all ghastly

I don't even know how my mind's gonna go

I don't even know how I'm gonna overthrow these demons

In command the devil's been prowling

These demons howling at the night when I just tried to sleep

But they just wanna go and fight

Angel on my shoulder, devil in my head

Everybody saying that I'm just better off dead

But I'm feeling so hopeless with these broken pills

Do it for the thrill, hope it heals, hope it helps

Gotta go, but they just hear me crying out

They don't wanna hear me out

They just wanna hear me out, crying out

Somebody help me, somebody save me

Guess I'm going crazy

Guess I'm going crazy

Yes, I'm going crazy

Overdosing, overthrowing, overstepping

Guess I gotta get back in my mind again

Wasting all my time

Damn

Everybody saying that they know what it's like when they don't

Guess I gotta stay afloat

Guess I might just lose my throat

Guess I gotta cut it loose

Broken pills and tide that noose

I go boom

I go boom

I go boom

I go boom

I go boom

I go boom

I go boom

I go boom

I go boom