Godsend Lyrics

Dear God

Whats your reason this time

I thought I found the one

The Eve to my Adam

The daylight to my sun

Whats the lesson this time

Are you even fucking there

I pray and pray and beg and beg

Why do I still care

Whats the lesson this time?

As I lay awake at night

Asking for a reason why

I double down in faith

Cause that's how I stay alive

When I see my end in sight

I see no silhouette of God

Just the horns of hells most favored

Just the Angel that I lost

Whats the point of praying if there's no one up above

Every night I wonder how and why I still believe in love

So if there's a God I beg you

Please release me from this hell

Through death or through my triumph

Please just save me from myself

As I lay awake at night

Asking for a reason why

I double down in faith

Cause that's how I stay alive

When I see my end in sight

I see no silhouette of God

Just the horns of hells most favored

Just the Angel that I lost

As I ask the devil why he took my heart away

He looks me in the eyes and he wipes my tears away

He says I know just how you feel 'cause I've been there once myself

And it's colder than my heart

And it's darker than this hell

So I look to him and ask

Will I ever be okay

He says child I don't know

But it won't be today

I used to pray everyday that we'd last

Now i pray every night you come back

You were my godsend

You were my godsend

Amen

(Choir)

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