EXTERNAL ft. Oza Music Lyrics

Woah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Feels like, feels like

Feels like, feels like, feels like

Feels like I'm 19 again, the walls are caving in

I'm losing all my friends

Expressing myself with random sayings that are French

I don't know why I let the anxiety take over

I needed closure

But wasn't anyone there to hold my hand

Felt like a stranger in a foreign land

Felt like an outcast, can't let go of my past

Clocking into church like, hey staff

But there was no pay stub

I felt like I was paying my own sin off

But I didn't make enough, debating taking off

Leaving services early to serve another god

Idolatry has entered into the coliseum we call church

We normalized, letting people leave hurt

Let their names get dragged in dirt

Let them kill themselves then send their family an encouraging word

But that ain't how Christ works

You gotta sit with them, cry it out and hug them till they feel they can breathe again

They probably saying I'm reaching

Then why is it when I've tried it, the feedback won't stop reeling in

Like the souls we catching, I'm literally fishing for women and men to come to him

Lay it down at the Father's feet, forget your sins, repent

If you don't comprehend something, ask questions

Just cause my phone on do not disturb

Don't mean I'll quit answering

I'll get back to you ASAP, I promise I'm still human

I'll get back to you ASAP, I promise I'm still human

So I ain't perfect, but I know my purpose

I'm here to make sure you don't feel like you have to leave the earth deserted

Without you ever stepping into my life eternal

Writing in my journal, I'm flourishing like Virgil

Off-White, before the cancer went and took him

Maybe come off as controversial

If they try and get me and my face turn purple

Forgive me Lord, you see my heart, not the external

Not the external

Yeah

Not the external, ay

Not the external

Not the external

Not the external

God, I just pray for anyone who's been hurt

Forgive me Lord

Pray you help them God

You see my heart, not the external

You know that at some point that was me and

I don't want them to leave the church just cause of that

Not the external

You see my heart, not the external

I've been wearing a facade for so long