No fair Lyrics

I couldn't love you enough because I was too afraid

I watched you fall back into your vicious ways

Oh, I could have held on before you slipped away

But I saw me lose myself to that open flame too

And usually I'd run away before I think of following through

Oh, I could have stayed strong, but I stood with you

I gather the energy to care

Tell me now, baby, is that really fair

No, I don't think you realize that I only wished you the best

How many days I'd lay awake, hurting in my head

But I'd still write to the heavens to give you a rest

I wanted you to get better with someone you trusted

And you were pretending like you couldn't give a shit

I would have drowned by your side

And I would have died scared

So when your friends ask you, don't tell them that I wasn't there

It's not fair