i guess im older now Lyrics

I want my mom to know that I love her

I want my dad to know that I love him

I want my ex to know I don't hate her

I want my friends to know that I'd save them

And if you ever feel sad you can call me up

If you ever feel bad just don't give up

I guess I'm older now

I feel colder now

I'm stronger now

Cause I'm still okay somehow

At night I look myself in the eye

And I ask out loud "who is this?"

I'm only 17 but I feel so old

I swear it don't make sense

Back when I was 12 I used to want to be so famous

When I was 16 all the pressure, it just got too draining

It gets worse, I gotta lean on God cause he can save me

Love can hurt, man it's crazy, that's something I'm feeling lately

Slow down and breathe

Tell me 'bout all of the good things you've seen

Tell me 'bout all of your good memories, life is worth living

If you ever feel sad you can call me up

If you ever feel bad just don't give up

I guess I'm older now

I feel colder now

I'm stronger now

Cause I'm still okay somehow

At night I look myself in the eye

And I ask out loud "who is this?"

I'm only 17 but I feel so old

I swear it don't make sense