Why'd You Have To Say Lyrics

Girl why'd you have to say

Girl why'd you have to say

Girl why'd you have to say no

Girl why'd you have to play

Girl why'd you have to play

Girl why'd you have to play cold

If you thought that I'd give up on you girl it ain't easy

You playin hard to get girl I got life to live ain't easy

Two jobs well now it's one but I got things I'm facing

I told you everything girl thinking you were taking note

All I ever wanted was some love

I ain't sayin that it's over

But it really feels like that I'm losing hope

I got all these struggles that I go through

But again like everybody goes through struggles

I been selfish

I been closing

Almost every night I lose sleep

I lose focus

I been missing school

Missing people that I'm close with

Yeah it's been hard to be open

So much anxiety my mind unfolding

I got these demons in my head

They feeding me lies

And I'm trying my best to forget em

Lies always lie in my head

Cuz the guilt carries on

Walk around with a weight on my chest

I'm wearing a vest not really

But I gotta watch how I step

Not really but I'm tryna make sure I step up

I can't trip now

Put my fam on my back i can't let 'em down

Girl don't feel bad

I'm just wildin

In my feels back

Drowning over here

Don't reach that's

Childish fallin in

Don't reach that's

Childish fallin in

That quicksand

I been always weird

I wish that

I could find a way to change that

I been called weird

Can't get past

That day I was in vain

You was gonna go home

You were putting things back in the room

Yeah I followed your way

Talked about my song

Girl you said that you liked it

You did and it made my day

Then you said a couple things

Tried to shoot my shot

But you left me suffering pain

Never tried to be a pain I

Back to where I was yeah

I had to get that off my chest ya dig

I had to make it clear

The past ain't make it clear

Yeah I was cursed yeah it hurt the kid

Cuz I ain't wanna do wrong

But it happened had to move onwards

I had to be stronger

Girl I thought that I can have you

Prove em wrong

But girl I guess I'm wrong uh

Hearteater

I heard you led on my dawg now I'm t'd up

It ain't that deep for real but I got problems

I need help (I need help)

I need help (I need help)

I need help (I need help)

Yeah

You think that you can just say what ya say

And then wait till things go back to being the same

Yeah it's been hard when I see ya

But when I don't see ya my mind be erasing ya name

Yeah I still care

When I know you don't care

And the pain's been a lot

I can't deal with the strain

Unmasking ya self

Without seeing ya face

Been lying on top of these games that you play

Girl why'd you have to say

Girl why'd you have to say no

Girl why'd you have to lay

Girl why'd you have to lay low

If you thought that I'd give up

Girl you're wrong I can't move on

But I gotta girl it's for my own cause

To better my health

You on my mind ain't healthy

You in my head can't help it

Move on what I tell myself

Move on what I tell myself

Girl why'd you have to say

Girl why'd you have to say no

Girl why'd you have to lay

Girl why'd you have to lay low