October 26th, 2005 Lyrics

October 26th, 2005

Baby boy born at home

But he wasn't alive

Daddy praying like "God make him start breathing"

Know I'm nothing like you

But for him, I swear I'd give my own life

Fast forward eighteen years I'm alive

Always learned the hard way

Cause I'm hard headed

I hated advice

Ever since fourteen

Wherever I went I was bringing a knife

Call it trauma from the past

They tried to kill me, but thank God I survived

First time getting paid I couldn't believe it

Gotta turn into the man

It's harder to do it, saying it's easy

First time getting played

Was in my feelings cause I felt like I need her

I ain't ever really need her

All I really need is God

All I really need is Jesus

God for me, tell me who could ever be against me?

Father forgive me, I just pray they don't tempt me

How you gon' apologize then do it again?

I said that I wouldn't again and I did it okay I admit it I'm a hypocrite

God for me, tell me who could ever be against me?

Father forgive me, I just pray they don't tempt me

How you gon' apologize then do it again?

I said that I wouldn't again and I did it okay I admit it I'm a hypo-crite

I guess I'm a

Huh

I guess I'm a

Guess I'm a

Guess I'm a

Guess I'm a

Huh

I guess I'm a

I guess I'm a loser

I guess I'm a weirdo

I guess I'm whatever they call me

I guess he's whoever he's telling himself that he is at like five in the morning

I grew up in a city where people get shot

Who weren't even looking for pollies

And when you win a fight

You gonna get jumped the next day

Cause he mad that he lost it

Whole thing is just a trap

I grew up in a city where people who don't gotta wanna trap

It hit different when you really know you deserve every single dollar in the stack

Man we used to try to hit plays

Was black hoodie, black gloves and mask

Romans 12, verse two

Mind got renewed, left the old me in the past

God for me, tell me who could ever be against me?

Father forgive me, I just pray they don't tempt me

How you gon' apologize then do it again?

I said that I wouldn't again and I did it okay I admit it I'm a hypocrite

God for me, tell me who could ever be against me?

Father forgive me, I just pray they don't tempt me

How you gon' apologize then do it again?

I said that I wouldn't again and I did it okay I admit it I'm a hypo-crite