EPITAPH ft. Jimmy V. Lyrics

I never thought he'd come back like this

Blasting

Like i said it was funny like that in the hood sometimes

I mean you never knew what was gonna happen or when

I had done too much to turn back

And I'd done too much to go on

I guess in the end it all catches up with you

My grandpa asked me one time

If i cared wether i live or died

Yeah i do

But now it's too late

The homie he done died and he never coming back

I done took his epitaph and i done laid it on this track

People never gave a hand when i was slipping through the cracks

I ain't never gave a damn and that's a motherfucking fact

Did me dirty pull the plug and let em put me in a bag

Quick to pull the rug and left me sitting on my ass

Claiming it was love i know it would never last

And i think that they on drugs go and show me where they stash

Think about my past and you would do this shit unwillingly

They don't even understand that this shit inside is killing me

Beside the hate jealousy ain't nothing that they feel for me

They tried to tear me down

But they ain't never try to build with me

All you ever had to do was come and keep it real with me

Now I'm taking shots and i ain't talking no artillery

I remember times that they would mock and they belittle me

But I've become a problem now they all gonna have to deal with me

I don't know where we going

But I'll show you where my head is at

To all the soldiers and my homies who are dead and past

Souls dont last so i wrote it with this pen and pad

Road gets lonely we all going a seperate path

Cope with the past til it's over and the devil laughs

Know it goes fast so im hoping that these letters last

Rose from the ashes

It's so photographic

Throw it on the stone let em

Know this my epitaph

Momma why you crying

And talking bout dying

We all gotta die but you said we'd die trying

And live through the thangs that we know we can't change

Through the toughest of days

In the thunder and rain

From the gutters and drains

All the judgement and blame

And the punishment shame

Cuz with love comes pain

All the struggles overcame

Only One that Remains

Is reclaiming the mud

And the dust that we came

Brother why you shaking

And talking bout taking

These drugs in ya blood

Just to numb all your pain

When i trust you can make it

Fuck all this junk you been pumping in ya veins

Put a gun to ya brain

Cuz its one in the same

But you must be brave

Gotta find another way

Cuz with struggle comes gain

And from suffer comes change

After sun comes rain

Now they wonder what to say

On the front of ya grave

If i die in my thirties

I'll be fine dont worry

Don't cry no mercy

It's all part of my journey

See our time on this earth

Was decided since birth

Til im riding in hearse

My demise too early

Tired of the hurting

Did some crimes got dirty

All these lines getting blurry

Going blind like fury

Thinking I'm just a burden

Spitting rhymes in a hurry

Try to find what's lurking

Hid behind those curtains

It's personal and lately

Uncertain of my safety

Murder's what they gave me

The worlds gone crazy

Lord please take me

Home for the second half

Chrome with the metal blast

Rose up from hell and back

Tell em bout my past on a

Stone like the teseract

Know i ain't alone but for sure ain't no telepath

Everything i own

Gotta let it all go

And I never sold my soul

So i wrote it on this epitaph

I don't know where we're going But I'll show you where my head is at

To all the soldiers and my homies who are dead and past

Souls dont last so i wrote it with this pen and pad

Road gets lonely we all going a seperate path

Cope with the past til its over and the devil laughs

Know it goes fast so I'm hoping that these letters last

Rose from the ashes

It's so photographic

Throw it on the stone let em

Know this my epitaph

Ghosts on the track let me show you where my head is at

To all the soldiers and my homies who are dead and past

Souls dont last so i wrote it with this pen and pad

Road gets lonely we all going a seperate path

Cope with the past til it's over and the devil laughs

Know it goes fast so im hoping that these letters last

Rose from the ashes

Now open the casket

Throw it on the stone let em

Know this my epitaph