In My Thoughts Lyrics

I'm in my thoughts, it's me vs me I'm from the trenches, all we know is hustle

And to go get it

I've been focused on me, don't understand how niggas mad that I'm winning

When I'm doing everything for the city, yeah yeah

Feel like it's all on me, when ain't it done, they don't feel me

When I'm the one who always handling the business, yeah

They all in need of me, but never asked how I was feeling

Now they wanna come around when I'm winning, yeah

I'm on my own with this shit, been on my own for a while now

I got a mission, I'ma grind like it's my time now

You gotta be on your own for you to shine now

You cannot leave yo fucking house without that iron now, yeah

Tryna be in a better place, niggas tryna knock me down

I've been fighting for a while, and that's wild na

Cut myself from situations, don't wanna see my mama down

Did so much shit that left my mama with tears and ah frown

Yeah, Mama, I'm sorry, my mama said to be yourself

They gon' hate you regardless

It been going on a couple years that I've been heartless

Let the demons take me away, let my heart drown in some water, yeah

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

I've been tryna find myself, but I can't

No baby, I can't say I've been okay

In my songs, you can hear all my pain

I'm in my thoughts, it's me vs me

I'm from the trenches, all we do is hustle, and to go get it

I've been focused on me, don't understand how niggas mad that I'm winning

When I'm doing everything for the city, yeah

Feel like it's all on me, when ain't it done, they don't feel me

When I'm the one who always handlin business, yeah

They all in need of me, but never asked how I was feeling

Now they wanna come around when I'm winning, yeah

I've been feeling low day and night, tryna find a better way

Lately, I've been talking to God, just take my life away

Been so fucked up in the head to where I barely could think

Put my feelings in the cup and mix it up with some drank

They told me get up on your knees, all you could do is pray

On my soul, I know that I can't

I'm only talking through my music, only thing that feel safe

I don't want nobody in my business just to run away

I, I be trying, but I just can't

Yeah, I try, want my tears just to fade away

Yeah, who gon be there for me, like I'm there for them

Money don't grow on trees, but I'll try for them

Almost injured myself, from dunking above the rim

Even dove in some water, knowing I couldn't swim

Im in my thoughts It's me versus me, I'm from the trenches

All we know is hustle and to go get it

I've been focused on me, don't understand how niggas mad that I'm winning

When I'm doing everything for the city

Yeah, feel like it's all on me, when ain't it done, they don't feel me

When I'm the one who always handlin business, yeah

They all in need of me, but never asked how I was feeling

Now, they wanna come around when I'm winning, yeah

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