passage of love... ft. vrtualgrl Lyrics

Confusion lies within the heart of an abandoned man

Searching for answers for this heavy heart and empty hands

Flabbergasted by the way it went

I stopped asking why, cause now I truly I know I'll never understand

I realize now my biggest flaw was tryna maintain

A love so astronomical that I could never attain

I thought we had the same aims

We did the same thangs

Shared the same pain

But we were never on the same page

Bad communication a stubborn heart the worst combination

Knew this wasn't good for me but still I went and I chased it

Delusion moving in my mental locked away in the basement

I wanted you to love me but now I need a mental vacation

This ain't a fairytale I don't get to make no wish

No undo button for me to hit

Why'd it have to come out to this

Not the person but it's the feelings that I miss

The pure feelings of feeling bliss

But now I stare into an abyss

Misogynistic thoughts they vacant in my mind

Can't bring myself to really hate you if I did it'd be a lie

I felt nothing but disrespected when you cheated

But not with someone else but on the love you told me you'd provide

I asked you to love me

But you didn't

Asked you to show me

But you didn't

Break every promise you made

Oh but you did that

Don't wanna ask why you did it

But I'm feeling so timid

Think I'm finally at my limit

Passive of love trapped in my heart I need to let it go

Beautiful monster that'll strike you down with its embracing hold

Passive of love trapped in my heart I'm feeling plenty cold

The most powerful drug that left me extremely low

I feel so bad for asking for the same thing

Hoping for better but get stuck with the pain

But I don't take the blame and I accept the rain

I'm lost in love and I still feel so ashamed

I'm not mad but disappointed in the things you did

If anything I'm angry at myself for being ignorant

You don't care now and you never did

Tried to find some hope in your actions but there's non not even a lil bit

You said "you're my lover the reason that I fly

I'll never stop loving you give you my all give you my might

Never want to hurt you I would never I rather die

You're my sole purpose only light that inside of my life"

And I'm sorry

I hate to be the bad guy

I'm sorry

That I have to say good bye

Passive of love trapped in my heart I need to let it go

Beautiful monster that'll strike you down with its embracing hold

Passive of love trapped in my heart I'm feeling plenty cold

The most powerful drug that left me extremely low

I feel so bad for asking for the same thing

Hoping for better but get stuck with the pain

But I don't take the blame and I accept the rain

I'm lost in love and I still feel so ashamed