Still Searching ft. Kudama Lyrics

Look around, I've been seein' different faces

I can't amount, but they still call me amazing

I've been searchin' for the answers to these questions

But they never talkin' back, think I need to learn my lesson

Fuck up out my face, you know that I don't ever get your notion

Now, how I'm supposed to help when you know I don't ever know shit?

When you creepin' up, it always got me fuckin' up my motion

You think I'm finished, but I swear I got some different devotion

Lately I've been stuck in my mind

I've been ignoring my health, I'm way too stuck on the grind

No, I'm never ahead, I'm always stuck way behind

I wouldn't bet on me because I've always fucked my design

Oh, they say that I'm so special, but I've been lazy

All of this pressure, it got me hazy

Please pour me a shot, get me fugazi

You niggas don't understand shit

No, you don't know how it feels to reminisce on a mansion

Now I'm stuck inside the bottom, climbing out like a caveman

Making friends with my demons, and making songs in the basement

Smash my face in the pavement, yeah

Burnout's a bitch and I'm the son of it

I push away these niggas I inspire like I'm sulivan

I know that ain't the best, but nowadays, I recover it

I'm the king of showing off, but I think that I need to cover it

Got me searchin' and searchin', yea I've been lookin' for meaning

Need to discover it, before I make another hit

Been watchin' all my homies move forward, I've had enough of it

I swear that I'm so done with it

I'm so over this punishment

So tired of always dealin' with the same shit

Taking hold of these habits, and now they're fading

Look around, I've been seein' different faces

I can't amount, but they still call me amazing

I've been searchin' for the answers to these questions

But they never talkin' back, think I need to learn my lesson

Fuck up out my face, you know that I don't ever get your notion

Now, how I'm supposed to help when you know I don't ever know shit?

When you creepin' up, it always got me fuckin' up my motion

You think I'm finished, but I swear I got some different devotion

Lately I've been stuck in my mind

I've been ignoring my health, I'm way too stuck on the grind

No, I'm never ahead, I'm always stuck way behind

I wouldn't bet on me because I've always fucked my design