FAKE SMILE Lyrics

Didn't think id keep on going back to thins

Wonder how long I'm going to last with this

I wanna run away and hide

I tell society I'm fine

but on the inside I wanna die

I rather be there with you

I keep on going on my own

I'm so damn tired of being alone

these thoughts of mine have gained control

I don't know what way to go

Wonder how long I could fake a smile for are daughter I just keep on trying

But I know deep down I wanna die

I'm hardly having no hope

When the phone call dropped, I wish I was there

Thinking to myself, how could I've ever prepared

Know you're up there, while I'm down here

Just wishing I could hold you

Should've been better for you babe

Could've spent the time instead of pursuing this music

When the phone call dropped

I wish I was there

Thinking to myself how could I've ever prepare

Now you're up there, while I'm down here

Just wishing I could hold you

Now what do I do?

Don't wanna continue

without you and you don't even know what you mean to me

I adored everything you did

You were meant for me

Now I'm mentally stuck in my head