LETTER TO MYSELF Lyrics

When I'm alone I soar

I fly around like I'm a god

Told my angels that I'm good but they send more

I tried to close them out

Think I'll do better by myself

I hit the floor I don't think I need my friends no more

I been feeling like fuck them

And I been feeling like fuck it

Snakes all around they control some like a puppet

I don't need nobody else

You tryna slide I'll up it

My family what I need

But I don't think they need me until I up they budget

But they did a lot so I'm fuck it

Best believe I take my checks and cut it

We gone run these stores and shit

We don't need no stolen shit

We got our own money

Screaming fuck the fakes we own this shit

Call it ownership

If the coach throw me the ball

Best believe I'm on it

That lazy shit that over crazy shit

Fugazy shit two facing shit I don't condone it

Heavily on the do it myself wave

So much work so much pain it hurt

So much to do no time to waste like fuck a hearse

I ain't tryna die today I'm on alert

When I cop my chain I throw it in the dirt

Like look right where we at

Compared to where we was

I been feeling like fuck them

And I been feeling like fuck it

Snakes all around they control some like a puppet

I don't need nobody else you tryna slide I'll up it

My family what I need

But I don't think they need me until I up they budget

If you ain't never felt love I know that feeling

That's really what you need to start healing

All them feelings you concealing

That shit killing you

Don't go searching for some shit

Ain't nobody healing you

What the fuck they finna do

When you can't pull up for yourself

Trauma kicking in your chest

Yo mind attacking you

When you feeling at your worst yeah I attest

Then it's all good till it sneak up

When you back up at your best

I can promise that I feel you it's a test

You either heal yourself or be depressed

Self love what you need it's fuck the rest

I call it how I see it this a letter to myself

Ask me what my life is

It's a beautiful mess

And I'll look around me and my life

When it gets bad

But I just think to myself

No matter how ugly shit gets

There's always beauty to be found

And thats just my life

I been feeling like fuck them

And I been feeling like fuck it

Snakes all around they control some like a puppet

I don't need nobody else you tryna slide I'll up it

My family what I need

But I don't think they need me until I up they budget

You ever try to change who you is

So somebody'll fuck with you

We just tryna fit in

Be like all the other ones

So they don't judge you like they judge that other dude

Sometimes you even on that it's like fuck that other dude

Cause he ain't like you

But we was made different

We was raised different

You ain't know shit

We change different

We love different

We hate different

Some fuck bitches

Some ain't hitting

And that's cool though

Some ain't got no whips

Some ain't got shit

Some came from a lot of shit

Some can't even afford to cop shit

Some don't even leave they crib

Cause the world broke and that's not it

Some don't feel they just smile

But behind it

Some ain't wanna talk

Some can't even walk

Some left up in the chalk

Some posted up with them angels

Cause the world done broke they heart

They was dealing with some shit

And it got too hard

That ain't no life to live

Thats hell on earth

But they would've gone far

I been feeling like fuck them

And I been feeling like fuck it

Snakes all around they control some like a puppet

I don't need nobody else you tryna slide I'll up it

My family what I need

But I don't think they need me until I up they budget