it is what it wasn't Lyrics

I promise I'll do better

I promise I'll do better, I promise I'll do better

I promise I'll do better, I promise I'll get help

I-I promise I'll stop hurting everybody and myself

I'm hoping you ain't numb to my apologies, begging please

Promising to get through this pressure, I gotta find some peace

I could do better at calling back my friends and my family

Especially, my grandmother I miss her heavily

Crown on my cranium you know it's weighing heavily

Allegedly, saying I'm the best in all the seven seas

If the studio was the trap then I'd be moving keys

These artists do a phenomenal job controlling streams

The grass ain't always green, the other side so it seems

Roll the weed, in the grabba leaf, call that sowing seeds

With the gang up in the function and we blowing tress

I'm better than these label niggas I get no intrigue

Young $olo ain't with all that fuck shit no promoting beef

The list in VIP is short you getting no entry

I promise I promise I'll always be honest

That lying shit roaring in my ears blasting my conscious

A monument to idleness, excuses boosting my noggin'

Ain't monogamous, I'm looking all around yelling out fuck 'em

Pussy nigga told me I shouldn't duck 'em that's why you with that bird bitch

Flocking with feathers I pluck em, I got different versions

Of myself undercover don't look for trouble

But it find me 'cus I'm bubbling

It never is what it wasn't nigga

I promise I'll do better, I promise I'll get help

I-I promise I'll stop hurting everybody and myself

I'm hoping you ain't numb to my apologies, begging please

Promising to get through this pressure, I gotta find some peace

I promised my lil cousin some bread for his birthday

That was a few years ago he was ten, now he thirteen

Time be moving so fast it's like my clock ain't working

Can't be deserting the ones who was here right in the first place

Every Thursday, yeah yeah, I was up in Bible study

Get my wordplay from Proverbs, and the One above me

I am certain that this for me because I really love it

In the hallways bumping Lil Wayne, Right Above It

Dearly beloved my opps on a shirt

Can't do no, kissing and hugging all my opps in the dirt

You know I'm, Solotaughtya I'm assigning some work

It's a crisis averted if you avoiding my turf

Not from earth, or this galaxy

Yeh, you can't cancel me

It's a subscription service if you copping some gas from me

Take your ass to Sunday service if you want the pastor me

Blasphemy is it sacrilegious or a sacrament

I promise I'll do better, I promise I'll get help

I promise I'll stop hurting everybody and myself

I'm hoping you ain't numb to my apologies, begging please

Promising to get through this pressure, I gotta find some peace

I promise I promise I'll always be honest

That lying shit, roaring in my ears blasting my conscious

A monument to idleness excuses boosting my noggin'

Ain't monogamous I'm lookin all around yelling out fuck 'em

Yelling out fuck 'em, mmm, yeah