Pain Lyrics

Cry and I cry

Lie and I lie

Puff gas to keep pushin

Tank is empty barely feeling alive

Just wishing I'd die

Somebody lied life ain't easy as pie

Work to my death or I'll drown

Startin to wonder what's mine

Can't figure what's right

Ain't nothing left but rocking with my demons at night

My bed has been made don't see a change covers in sight

This shit isn't right

Insecurities reach a max and breach containment at night

Civil war in the blinds

But outside the country lookin just fine

Treasure chest like to hide in these walls

Really hopin no one ever will find

Leave no one behind

I'd rather make it part of the grind

No reason to wine know everything be better with time

No need to rewind

Just learn and push it out ya mind

Need you in front of the line

No laggin behind

You're one of a kind

Do whatever to win

Even tho it'll sever my spine

Word to my mom

Maybe better if I moved to where the weather's colder

Dreamchasin since a youngin and it's getting closer

It's crazy when I close up my heart start to feel closure

Snakes rattle in my chair but i keep composure

It hit different when you real

Don't make no sense of posin

Made some mistakes all in my life

God lemme do it over

Can barely keep a straight face

I think I'm bipolar

Not worried bout the whips

I want the crown not Range Rovers

Take these drugs all back to back

Refuse to live sober

Staggered to the bigger picture

Kap will rise for ya

And imma shine for ya

Go cross that line for ya

No need to sign unless it's zeros by that line for us

They all in line for us

Keep hearing run forest

They say to turn away from light I chose to run for it

Money take the pain away

Brokenness is too annoying

Put his pride all to the side what what would he do for it (don't let that go over your head)

Know that I said that I ain't made it till I'm world tourin

This life just ain't assuring, endured and kept maturing

Tried to break up every habit

Shit keep reoccurring

Probably should've stayed in school

Least then I'd have insurance

Keep going need endurance

Tho all my limbs is burning

Success don't only come to talent

A couple workers earned it