it's only me Lyrics

Walked in the lecture

And that smile you tried to hide

Was perfect, I can see it now

When I close my eyes

My heart was feeling anxious

I fell in love so fast but I

Never got your name

No I never even tried

But that's just this life of mine

Don't think love intertwines

With how I carry myself

Yeah, I've been so lost inside

Don't know which thoughts are lies

Was love a card I was dealt

I don't know but then I

Saw you at the bar

Laughing while throwing darts

I could feel my beating heart

But didn't know what I should do

Then our eyes met in the dark

And we held on to that spark

'Till I retreated, before you knew

I was falling for you

That night I sat alone on top my bed

Thinking 'bout possibilities of what I could've said

But of course I couldn't let those words ever leave my tongue

It makes me miss that confidence I had when I was young

Then Sunday morning came

Was on my way to church at nine

And I saw you through the window

Of that coffee shop I like

I crossed the street and stood in line

I still had to get your name

Then suddenly, the world had stopped

My heart couldn't be contained

You spun around, I caught your eyes

You gave me a smile, I couldn't breathe

Then you brushed right past my shoulder

As you wandered to your seat

I stood in disbelief, then contemplated what to say

But I over thought and let it knaw, enough to stay away

Then I got my drink and I was moving

Toward the door where you were sat

Then we locked eyes again

I shot you a smile and you smiled back

I tried to think creatively, didn't know how to approach

But by the time my thoughts arrived

Your eyes were on your phone

So I left the shop

With you still on my mind

It's crazy that it's February

Cause I want you to be mine

I wish I had the confidence

Your love I'm trying to find

Too bad it's just a fairytale

Our time never aligned

Cause I never took a chance and tried a life

That could've been with you

Cause I was too afraid

Each moment you came into view

Yeah, I was just a ghost you might've seen

But never really knew

It's just another love story that

Didn't end with two, it's only me