Many Nights Lyrics

I stand here am I still on time

Things froze for a little while

Who knows if ill crack a smile

If the joke doesn't do you right

If my folks only knew my life

If I wrote every single time

That my eyes decide to close

That person that I still dont know

That feeling stuck inside my soul

The chapter I refuse to close

One quote that could change your life

One book make you think things twice

One page that could read your mind

Once shook by what he could find

Cant look away on mine

I cant look away this time

Because many nights

Ide rather dream than be awake

Troubled eyes

Cause its hard to see things change

And all my life

I ran away from everything

But not this time

There's a dream that I have too chase

Because happiness it comes and goes

And everyday another road I learn from

Everyone who aint around

I love you even if your ghosts

I gotta a lot I gotta hold onto

If your in my life ill let you know

I'm angry as shit sometimes

Cause I dont wanna feel alone

I dont wanna die a child

But I dont wanna say goodbye

I wanna say I lived my life

with open arms and open eyes

But I cant tell what's right from wrong

I cant handle

Where do I belong

I'm in shambles ide rather sleep it off

Its too peaceful

I'm never waking up

Because many nights

Ide rather dream than be awake

Troubled eyes

I dont know why I saw this way

All my life

I ran away from everything

But not this time

Something that I had to face