YDTM (prod. by Santanajuug) Lyrics

This shit is personal

Sit in my whip while I'm writing these lyrics

I'm hoping and I can go vertical

SmegolTheGod, have you heard of him

My lil' brother said I wanna be just like you when I grow up

That's something I'm certain of

He don't know that facade is professional

He don't know that my life will be hurting him

He don't know that I

Oou

Wouldn't hesitate to trade

I'd swap my life out any day

Cause I ain't living anyway

It's just like

Oou

Drugs, money, and the fame

They fix the temporary pain

And it's too late for me to change

He don't know

Cause I was lying, I confess

I was screaming it's the best

He don't see the hidden stress

Can't see the number of times I was closer to death

I told him school is what I recommend

Go spend some time with your family and friends

You should not follow me into the end

Ohh

Cause this shit is serious

Sit in my whip while I'm writing these lyrics

I'm hoping that lil' bro is hearing this

Shoulda did a lil' better to divert the focus

I knew you was just way too curious

He don't know that this life is delirious

He don't know that I'm living mysterious

He don't know that I

Oou

Wouldn't hesitate to trade

I'd swap my life out any day

Cause I ain't living anyway

It's just like

Oou

Drugs, money, and the fame

They fix the temporary pain

That it's too late for me to change

He don't know

He don't know how hard it gets

He don't wanna be like the rest

Don't wanna work a lil' 9 to 5

Even going to school is a sweat

I said, lil' bro, what you doing?

You got it down pact

I don't know why the fuck you would stress

Tryna be me in the future is something big brother

Just know that you finna regret

Cause I am a killer

Dope smoking

Blunt rolling

Gun toting

I'm a Miramar villain

And them boys

Force my hand with the pan

I fried them niggas with the skillet

Yeah he don't

Understand what's planned

The results enough for his decision

I be out stacking the blues

Flipping the green

Came back with red on the sleeve

He don't know I was just one inch away

From being part of tomorrow's memories

He don't care that I'm riding off steam

Nightmares I'm living is part of his dreams

I just wish that I could've given everything to lil' bro

Before he decided to be me

It's just like

Oou

Now lil' bro ain't the same

He's not a nigga to play

Mother and sister can't speak on his name

Homies say you got no control

But lil' brodi said he got the cheats to the game

Cheesing today

He not afraid of the paint

Saw his big brother get bigger and better

He know there's no gain without pain

Didn't feel sorry at first for the opportunities

He knew he was wasting away

Walking in footsteps of regret

And he's feeling it's getting worse every day

Ohh

I looked in his face

And looking back at me

The mirror was telling my fate