Figure Things Out Lyrics

Started music as a hobby

So I wasn't worried bout building a fan base

I was told I might have to get a real job

Yeah, at least that's what my dad say

But I'm tryna make this music thing work

So maybe one day I can provide for my family

I think I'm at that stage in life

Where I don't really care bout what my fam say

And I know that I'll prolly regret it when I'm older

But this music is like my best friend, it always lets me lean on its shoulder

And spill

Every thing I've been dealing with, yeah, it feels like I'm lifting a boulder

Off of my chest

Get off my back, please, I'm already stressed

Already worried, I have been searching

Forgot that I'm blessed

My plate is full, I think I'm failing this test

Yeah, man

I'm tryna figure things out!

Feels like I'm falling way down

Sinking, I think imma drown

Tryna fix it alone, but I know

I won't get nowhere if I'm all on my own, yeah

I'm tryna get rid of my frown

Tryna get past all of this doubt

Can't reach all of my goals, so I'm digging this hole

I don't wanna lose my hope

Got a lot of things stacking up but the money ain't one

It'd be nice to get away, yeah, go on the run

Maybe I should take a walk, yeah, that might be fun

Sometimes I feel like a bad friend, and a bad son

I don't wanna disappoint anybody

But I wanna be happy

So I'm making tough decisions that require consistence

And pray to God if I trip that He'll catch me

But lately I ain't feeling Him, if I'm being honest

He's had His hand on me through tough times, but this is one of the hardest

My heart is being attacked, I really need to guard it

God, I'm sorry, but I don't see the land You promised

Anywhere in sight

I've been living in the dark but tryna be a light

Yeah, I have been searching, 'cause You said "seek and you will find"

But I don't think it's working, still feel lost on this climb but I'm

I'm tryna figure things out!

Feels like I'm falling way down

Sinking, I think imma drown

Tryna fix it alone, but I know

I won't get nowhere if I'm all on my own, yeah

I'm tryna get rid of my frown

Tryna get past all of this doubt

Can't reach all of my goals, so I'm digging this hole

I don't wanna lose my hope

I tried to fix it all on my own

It didn't work

I think I'm losing my hope

Becoming a lost soul

This really hurts

I couldn't fix it all alone

I need You now

Jesus, You're my hope

Please come renew my soul

I want to burn for You