How I Feel Lyrics

Everytime

Everytime I try to explain how I feel

I just dunno how and what to say

All my feelings jaded

That's why

That's why I can't love again

Hard for me to trust again

Feels like I'm a slave

These chains got me restrained

When I'm deviated

Gotta pour more liquor 'til I'm intoxicated

Segregation

Sever myself from people

It's dedication

Like Nipsey when I hustle

I'm always faded

But the future is vivid

Shines like bezel, uhh

Tell me I'll be okay

Need a time-out, I gotta getaway

Blood, sweat and tears, now I don't feel no pain

"what will be will be," que sera - Doris Day

ohh yeah

Whatever will be will be

Uhh uhhh

Whatever will be will be

Everytime

Everytime I try to explain how I feel

I just dunno how and what to say

All my feelings jaded

That's why

That's why I can't love again

Hard for me to trust again

Feels like I'm a slave

These chains got me restrained

When I'm deviated

Gotta pour more liquor 'til I'm intoxicated

Do my shit my way, don't need your validate'

I know why I'm here, playing hard to change the game

They can't catch up tho, I'm moving in rapid pace

You wasn't there for me when a nigga was down for real

When I said l loved you, girl, you were my everything

And I thought you got me, but you broke the boy still

So many stitches, like Durk, I'm almost healed

Emotions mixed up, yeah I dunno what to f-e-el

Ayy, fuck the world, dawg, until I bust a nut of jizz

Yeah life's a bitch, take backshots, blood on my jeans

Everytime

Everytime I try to explain how I feel

I just dunno how and what to say

All my feelings jaded

That's why

That's why I can't love again

Hard for me to trust again

Feels like I'm a slave

These chains got me restrained

When I'm deviated

Gotta pour more liquor 'til I'm intoxicated

Ohh yeah

Whatever will be will be