pretend Lyrics

I can't even feel right

And I can't comprehend

How you sleep at night

It's hard to breathe now

My lungs are tight

And I'm drained of any fight

Don't wanna live this life

So I just lay in bed

With all the thoughts rolling round my head

Try to distract

Don't know how to act

What's fake

What's fact

I'm in a constant state of confused

Be careful or you might get used

I just wanna feel something

So I play pretend

Try and convince myself I'm ok

I sit around again

I'm feelin down again

Losing all my drive

I sit and cry again

I wonder why again

I'm forced to be alive

I don't feel real anymore

I don't feel real

And I'm so tired

And I can't feel

I play pretend I play pretend

I play pretend

When will it end when will it end

When will it end

I'm 21 now

I'm already over it

I'm 21 now

But I haven't aged or grown one bit

I'm 21 now

And I still can't seem to fathom this

I'm 21 now

And I don't know how I'm gonna make it