Poison Lyrics

I'm too much

But not enough

My skin feels like home

Then it feels like a prison

I can't sleep

Can't be awake

Cuz if I'm alone with my thoughts I'll break

It's tiring and treacherous

The way my mind is such a mess

The walls I've built aren't growing thin

How will I ever let you in

When I can't even tell you when

I've spent a night not wondering

Do I deserve to fall in love

And am I even strong enough

Why did he touch my body without my permission

Maybe when I'm gone and dead I'll finally have the answers but

In the meantime

My mind is poison

My breaking point feels like home

I taste poison

It's all on his lips and in his hands

My minds poison

Will I ever trust again or are they all poison

My mind is poisoning me

I've saved me

Too many times

I've picked up the pieces

He broke without knowing

Sometimes I'd bleed me dry

And starve my damn body til my bones were showing

My way of controlling all of the pain that he caused when he stole a life I'll never know

You heard me say no

And I hope your moment of bliss was worth the death of my soul

Do I deserve to fall in love

And am I even strong enough

Why did he touch my body without my permission

Maybe when I'm gone and dead I'll finally have the answers

In the meantime

My mind is poison

My breaking point feels like home

I taste poison

It's all on his lips and in his hands

My minds poison

Will I ever trust again or are they all poison my mind is poisoning me

And now it's June

You're waking up and it's summer and the sun is shining all on your skin

And you soak it in

In your nice apartment with your girlfriend downtown your dog asleep on the couch

While I'm breaking down

Cuz my body knows the damn date that you stole the fucking life out of me

My mom and my sister sharing turns taking watch

Staying awake in case my memory goes off

While you're sleeping great

There's food on your plate

I know one day

It all comes crashing and you'll break

I'll be set free

I'll be able to breathe

I'll never question

Do I deserve to fall in love

And am I even strong enough

Why did you touch my body without my permission

Your memories gone and dead

No way you're messing with my head

I'm stronger cuz of me

I'm finally breaking free

I know you're poison

My breaking point isn't home

My minds poison

It's all on your lips and in your hands

You're poison

My mind is poisoning me