Thinking Lyrics

I just had too much on my mind

Yeah, I been thinking bout a lot thinking bout the past

Bout the good thinking bout the bad

Thinking bout my faith, struggling with that

Thinking bout girls I wish that I had

Thinking I should call em, and tell em I want em back

Tell em it's my bad, let's leave it in the past

Say we kick it off and try to run it back

Thinking she rushing the way I have her running back

Nah, I'm just thinking too much I'm probably tripping

Thinking bout should I change and live different

Thinking bout my regrets and my bad decisions

Thinking bout how my pops can be a bit ignorant

Thinking how he say music, he can't picture it

But I know it's all love, got my best interest

Let's get it then

I been thinking bout the times that we're living in

I been thinking if I die am I heaven sent?

I'm just thinking on this text and should I send?

Just thinking on my ex, did her wrong

Thinking should I hit her up? been too long

Just thinking if she thinks that we still belong

Just thinking should I even put this in a song?

Too late now

Hope she come around

I'm just thinking maybe I should put the pen down?

I'm just thinking do they really mess with how I sound?

I'm just thinking why my thoughts are so loud?

Is my fam proud? I can't even tell

I been thinking bout em all, hope they doing well

Thinking how I only call when I need help

Thinking how I'm kinda struggling just by myself

I'm just thinking

I been thinking too much, way too much

I'm just thinking

I been thinking too much, way too much

But, hmm, back to my thoughts

I been thinking bout some old friends that I lost

Thinking bout them old times, how it was

Even thinking in my songs, do I need to cuss?

Do I need to cuss? Nah, probably not

Thinking bout my little God-Sis and her thoughts

Telling me she hear all the music I drop

And when I heard that, started rethinking thoughts

Wow, hmm, cuz that really hit, made me think

Thinking on the influence that I'm tryna be

Thinking how my little ones, young and naive

Thinking how they will be looking up to me

I been thinking bout it all

Thinking when I need a vent, can I call?

Thinking on my strengths, on my flaws

Thinking how I'm born in March but always fall, ha

It got me thinking, it really got me thinking

My life is like a family reunion cuz imma see kin I been seeking my best

Thinking how am I blessed

Wonder when I die, will I hear, well done on the test

Got a lot to confess, I deserve way less

Took my issues to the lord, he said yeah, you a mess

But it's nothing I can fix, you just gotta address

Reminding me, he still love me, shrug it off like I guess

Yeah, and I can't sleep

Conversations in my head getting too deep

Talk to God, asking him, yo, why me? Why you got me facing things I can't see

I been distancin, but it's me again I been goin through it, you just witnessin

I know you love, but your love's been lookin interesting

Can you even hear me? Are you even listenin?

Everybody say, life ain't always fair

But if you really love me, then you wouldn't dare

Way my life is going, are you even there?

Got me thinking, God, do you even care?

Got me looking at the heavens with a blank stare

Rapping so deep, I started spittin prayer

I'm just writing down my problems to be self-aware

I'll put em all on the album, no one even cares

I've been thinkin' too much, way too much

I'm just thinkin

I've been thinkin' too much, way too much