Bask In The Shadows...Crowd In The Mad House Lyrics

I dream of her, dream of you, dream of her Dream of truth in my youth for my betterment

Tell me to sleep, not a peep And I'm better than, but now I see that I'm worse

I'm no better than the man I was the day before

So am I, just a pretender If the person in your body isn't all you

Then I guess the words i've said, wasn't so so true

But have you ever felt so broken

Not even religion could resolve you

Tap in, press play, and I will hold you

When your legs feel heavy and your body can't manage

Your mind starts fraying and your arms can't grab it

Stare up at the ceiling, don't go drinking out the chalice

Dreams are just nightmares, I always let them catch me

Unawares they think I am, but I'm hypersensitive

Cold as winter's breeze, warm as summer's tint

Happiness in flashes, super stressed, pragmatic, caged animal

R.I.P. R.I.P. R.I.P. flashes

Bask in the shadows, crowd in the madhouse

Lights on, lights off, blackout, my brain

So I said to myself, this time I'll be better now

But I'd do it again, I'd do it again, cause I think I'm always running from it

Not from love, but from myself

I've been running for these months, running through

Wasn't looking for you, until I thought I'd found it

Hurt myself, heal yourself Find your peace, find your health, amass some wealth

Feed the people, do you feel that connection around you

What's your likeness, what's your skin tone

Where your head rest, I lay my head down on her shoulders

But you're not there, so I fall and I fall Keep on falling under, so I fall and I fall Keep on falling down

So I thought, so I thought You'd be there to catch me, so I thought, so I thought That you'd be there to catch me

I was wrong, shows was overthinking Gets me killed sometimes, on a social level

Aspect wise I can only revel in it I wake up new, I wake up born

Sometimes, sometimes When I'm home and I'm lost

You bring me home, bring me down, bring me back And I overthink, and I second guess

But I can't come back, I guess it's spent The time we had, and I can't come back

No I can't come back, so it's great so it's fine will you hold my hand and wonder

So it's great so it's fine will you hold my hand and wonder

So I said to myself, will I sit back here and wonder

So I said to myself, will I sit back here and wonder

Bask in the shadows, crowd in the madhouse Lights on, lights off, black out my brain