Hate Myself Lyrics

I just wanna see your face

Need to learn to love myself

I just wanna see your face

You need to learn, I got a question

Why is love something that gives me depression

I gotta learn not to always give my heart out

I'll always be lost, I won't be found

Here's the thing, these thoughts are catching up

Lately I just feel, I should give up

Maybe I should learn to give less of a fuck

It's like I'm swimming in circles and I always am stuck

Everybody tells me stuff I already think

I'm stuck in the deep sea, it's time to sink, sink, sink

When I'm in my room, I think thoughts wish that I could rewind

Rewind, rewind, rewind, rewind

Need to learn to love myself

I just wanna see your face

I hate myself, I hate myself

It's like these thoughts are starting to get darker

Oh dear lord, I remind me of my father

I just need to learn to put myself first

If I don't, it'll only get worse

All the scars will start to open up

And all my wounds will start to bleed

Starting to realize no one's coming for me

Next time I'll be the one to leave

I've been pushing, pushing, pushing through the stress

So much on my mind, I begin to speak less

Getting cursed by demons, but I also am blessed

I think Satan is starting to be impressed

Trynna hide in all of my insecurities

Poisoned by, by all the stuff they're telling me

Need to learn to love myself

I just wanna see your face