Mind Chaos ft. VANPiR2 Lyrics

Lost in my memories

I can feel the energy shift in my soul

Grow cold in the dead of night

Sitting by a candlelight, Idle handed panning right

All hell break loose, all in my head

Goddamit I miss him and no other way to put it

The wisdom about things in life, what I should or shouldn't shouldn't

He told me that I couldn't give me the courage if I couldn't

And the motivation and the drive if he thought I wouldn't

I think I'm losing my mind, Feels like I've lost control

It's just a bunch of chaos in my head, I won't forget you know

I'm trying to find my way home, I never sell my soul

His spirit whispers in the dark and now I got to let him go

There's a whisper, hanging inside this shadow of mine

I got to let him go

Lately, I've been hurting inside, letting it rise

And I just want to let you know

All this chaos in my mind

Forces blood out from my eyes

Lack of sleep, I'm losing mind

All these visions replay a thousand times

A thousand times, a thousand times, a thousand times

These visions play a thousand times in my head

As I lay in bed and go crazy, having dreams of my baby

Ask the lord if he hates me and if this a bad dream

I pray that he wakes me

Goddamit I wish he would've made a man, I hate that

Never got a chance, how the fuck I'm suppose to shake that

Take that to the heart, instead he trying to break that

Not every picture gonna be pretty, now how am I supposed to paint that

I think I'm losing my mind, I think I've lost control

It's just a bunch of chaos in my head, I won't forget you know

I'm trying to find my way home, I never sell my soul

His spirit whispers in the dark and now I got to let him go

Lately, I've been hurting inside, as they rise

I got to let him go

All this chaos in my mind

Forces blood out from my eyes, I got to let him go

Lack of sleep, I'm losing mind

All these visions replay a thousand times

Nearing dawn, I see you shining and I

Reach out arms, that are worn and heavy

Will this blood moon ever set or am I fated

Illuminating fears in my insides, They rise

All this chaos in my mind

Forces blood out from my eyes,

Lack of sleep, I'm losing mind

All these visions replay a thousand times

All this chaos in my mind, all this chaos in my mind

Forces blood out from my eyes, forces blood out from my eyes

Lack of sleep, I'm losing mind, lack of sleep I'm losing my mind

All these visions replay a thousand times

His spirit whispers in the dark and now I got to let him go

I've got to let him go, but I had to let him know