gross Lyrics

Waiting my the phone I'm begging it to ring

Hate admitting your indifference leaves a nasty sting

I'm so the type to attach every single kind of string

And I get nervous when I think of you not in my life

Loving someone undeserving's fucking suicide

And I seem so effortless but you don't know how hard I try

'Cus you leave me hanging I'm emotionally involved

And it's an understatement saying I've started to fall

'Cus I see us in photos that don't exist

I wait for your text like a little kid

I play it cool but my acting's shit

And we have conversations when you're not there

You say everything that I wanna hear and

It's getting gross how damn much I care

The way I never see red flags you'd think I'm color blind

Just put my foot down on the gas and then see what I find

If you've forgotten how to read you never see the signs

(Just fucking close my eyes)

'Cus you don't get the way I'm special and you never did

I hate to think I wasted everything just to get

Half of you with problems I know I can never fix

I see us in photos we never took

I read your mind like my favorite book

I just keep waiting for my line to hook

And we have conversations when your miles away

You say things you would never say and

It's getting gross how damn much I've prayed

I say it's different but it always ends with

Me sick and stupid off regret and dread

If I could compete with your selfish dreams

If I could rearrange every part of me and

It's so pathetic that I could cry

Know I can't fix you but I still try and

You never say what I wanna hear

When I need you most your never there

And it's fucking gross how little you care