Dissociation Lyrics

Deep inside

Feeding off of me

Weighing me down

I want to feel the weather

Not this numbness

I want to see myself in the mirror

Not this battered man

Let me feel the bliss of survival

Hold me in your arms

I know the reality of my existence

Isn't as bad as it seems

Lord, please carry me away

From this overstimulation

I stare

Into nothing

Melted like plastic

Shape me back into what I need to be

Gut wrenching horror

Feeding off of my life force

I'm putting it down

Im putting it to sleep

Hold me together

Bring me back, bring me back

In these times when I start to fall, start to fall

Melted like plastic

Senses giving in, senses giving out

Giving in

Giving out

Giving out

I should have known this was coming

I carried too much for too long

And I don't know what I would be

If I couldn't turn to you

A monster

A dying energy

Everything that I've seen

Begins to claw at me

I'm disappearing

Everything that I am

Begins to dissolve into nothing

Swallowed into a hollow shell