Harsh Reality Lyrics

Reality so harsh and it is so painful

Feel my talents become so wasteful

I trusted the process now I feel shameful

Don't ever ask me what I bring to the table

My level at the highest no else seems able

Our lives treated in a manner that's playful

None of you my family cos I only see betrayal

Gossip forever everyone's unfaithful

Not my style but I announce your grave sins

Held it in the bank now there's no saving

Words from me nothing less than scathing

Minding my own but now it's my business

Every single person is on my hit list

Aiming for all and I rarely miss hit

Lord may accept but I can't forgive shit

I no longer have that ability

Broke my peace no more tranquillity

Been dead silent and that was killing me

Cold hearted there's no more chill in me

Nightmares are real now not fulfilling me

It's not one of those that you pass off as silly me

Played it calm and I did it so willingly

Time has come to resurrect the soliloquy

Can't hide away from your past transgressions

I don't really like to shout and threaten

I warned you time ago now you'll feel aggression

Answer for your sins imma bring the questions

Harsh reality there's so much air I'm losing

Fully on the ropes like I'm wrapped with six nooses

Complimented on my talents and I still get booted

Don't speak to you cos of who you're in cahoots with

Judgement day looming best know what your doom is

Planned for a while now jury executing

Bad mood on smoke and I'm constantly fuming

No indirects it's everyone I'm shooting

Some have already written off my future

Sometimes I think I was meant to end sooner

Even the nicest tends to be a user

The lord showed signs of who you are

Wellbeing this and wellbeing that

Just another bunch pretend they feeling bad

Modern marketing scheme yeah it's mad

I don't forget and I'm keeping track

Raising stakes intend on sweeping cash

Tears run dry I'm not a weepy lad

Piss take time I'm leaking facts

I hate you all wanna leave intact

Feeling dead far from suicidal

Reality though it's just a ruined cycle

Numb inside sometimes sitting idle

Madness bout to come out too long on bridle

Ego the weakness for anyone that's prideful

Stand in my way then you all taste a rifle

Don't care about anyone it's only my survival

I'm no longer that guy that used to be mindful