If I Only Lyrics

It will always mean more than you think


It may seem I've moved on, no, it's just a trick


I pretend all the time to survive


So I don't even consider it being a lie

You say I don't know how to feel


But I feel too much I just freeze

I'm just a shadow of someone

I could've been

I know I could've changed everything


If I only said said something


But I was too scared to give it a chance


So I shifted the blame

So I shifted the blame


To circumstances, timing, and fate


But I know I could've changed everything


If I only, if I only said something


It feels like I'm stuck in a dream


And every sudden turn seems foreseen

Overwhelmed with emotions and oceans inside me

They're dragging me down, darkness surrounds

You say I don't know how to feel


But I feel too much I just freeze

I'm just a shadow of someone

I could've been

I know I could've changed everything


If I only said said something


But I was too scared to give it a chance


So I shifted the blame

So I shifted the blame


To circumstances, timing, and fate


But I know I could've changed everything


If I only, if I only said something


I know I could've changed everything

But I stood there in silence, didn't do a thing

You may think I'm heartless, but it's just self-destruction

I'm still learning to be alive

You say I don't know how to feel


But I feel too much I just freeze

I'm just a shadow of someone

I could've been

I know I could've changed everything


If I only said said something


But I was too scared to give it a chance

So I shifted the blame

So I shifted the blame


To circumstances, timing, and fate


But I know I could've changed everything


If I only, if I only said something