Excuses Lyrics

I often wonder

Where it all comes from

The thoughts and the patterns

Shaping my habits

But then it gets too deep

And all I see is grey

So I push it away

I push the dial back

Till it turns to static

A black and white hailstorm

Of perfect distraction

Cause' I can't feel the pain

If I stay a little afraid

I pack them in boxes

They stay in my head

Cause' if I let it open I'd feel them instead

And if I were the last man on earth I'd pretend

Rather live in delusion than make my own bed

I'll love my excuses till the bitter end

You ask me how I am doing

And I say I'm fine

But you know I'm lying

And I know you're hiding

That you know what I know

'Cause you go where I go

And you know it better

Than I could ever

Begin to imagine

The way it was back when

You were a free one

And I was just atoms

Waiting for something to happen

And now that it has

I pack them in boxes

They stay in my head

Cause' if I let it open I'd feel them instead

And if I were the last man on earth I'd pretend

Rather live in delusion than make my own bed

I'll love my excuses till the bitter end

I'm drowning

Throw me a rope and pull me in

I don't know where I am going

But I can't do it alone

I'm drowning

Throw me a rope and pull me in

I don't know where I am going

But I can't do it alone

I'm drowning

Throw me a rope and pull me in

I don't know where I am going

But I can't do it alone

I pack them in boxes

They stay in my head

Rather live in delusion than make my own bed

I'll love my excuses till the bitter end