Westbrook Lyrics

Like Westbrook

At this point

I'm far from OK

Need some mental clarity and I can't take no delay

All the bad shit

That happened in my mind on replay

Betting on myself I lost and I took a parlay

Most people stuck up on when's the next party

But I'm locked in my room doing drugs all day

Just to cope

And maybe somehow find an escape

But I think I'm stuck

Till in the ground I lay

In the ground I'll lay

With my tomb defaced

But at least I'll have deaths sweet embrace

Think I'll leave this earth as light no trace

Hopefully get out of this wretched place

And go on up to the heaven-scape

Pain hit so hard that It devastate

Mind falling out my head it defenestrate

It's something that I cannot even contemplate

Struggle out here every day I call it commonplace

And god is my saving grace

Mix them up like some Shake N' Bake

With the message I disseminate

God's overwhelming love gonna dominate

As a preacher he chose me to nominate

On a mission got disciples need to propagate

Take the rage out my heart please take the hate

Like Westbrook

At this point

I'm far from OK

Need some mental clarity and I can't take no delay

All the bad shit

That happened in my mind on replay

Betting on myself I lost and I took a parlay

Most people stuck up on when's the next party

But I'm locked in my room doing drugs all day

Just to cope

And maybe somehow find an escape

But I think I'm stuck

Till in the ground I lay

Lay these demons down to sleep

Talking deep ten not six feet

Everybody got a case that they wanna plead

Corrupt motherfuckers never wanna do the deed

Don't realize when they took the money signed they soul eternally

The problems facing my people they really be hurting me

The fact that we ain't free man it really be irking me

Evil look me in my face and then it try to flirt with me

Staying strong to avoid the blasphemy

The toll it takes on my mental really be taxing me

But there's no other way that I would have it be

Take the betrayal of folks backstabbing me

And try to act like Yeshua turn the other cheek

Got no paddle still far up the shits creek

Calm my mind with them green plants the one that reek

And thank God that I found a loyal freak

Still looking for a plan that's a little more concrete

Cause it's easy to talk and never leave the street

So maybe I can spread a message if I do it on a beat

And make the words catchy so that they can call it heat

And listen in they car four-five times on repeat

No longer will I act like a victim of defeat

From this point on

I refuse to spread a message of hate

So that I can be proud when I get up

Right up to God's gate

Like Westbrook

From the past

I'm close to OK

Got mental clarity but it took a delay

All the good shit

That happened in my mind on replay

Betting on myself I won and I took a parlay

Most people stuck up on when's the next party

But I'm done doing drugs in my room all day

Just to cope

Cause now I have found my escape

And his name is God

So to him I pray