Throwing Up On The Balcony Lyrics

I'm at the bridge you've crossed before

Look up to you like '16

I hardly even care anymore

Then I see it all in my bloodstream

Watch me through my eyes, I regret it

The more I think, the less I get it

Comparison's good company

Like a thief with fine jewelry

But I can't help it hardly

It's contained in a part of me

I'm throwing up on the balcony

I look down on trucks and their canopies

The underside can be beckoning

The underside you could sell to me

Fickle thoughts I can't identify

Reflection darts away before my eyes

Reward myself with something real nice

Empty plate, pearlescent white

Romanticizing the sickening

The wasted years' disdain trickling

I'm sorry for any ill will and bickering

I'd tell your friend in passing

My talking shielded the pain

Cover my body in sweat and shame

Late hindsight, did we play the same game

Did you have an upper hand

Do you mean what you say

It's contained in a part of me

I'm throwing up on the balcony

I look down on trucks and their canopies

The underside can be beckoning

The underside you could sell to me