thamentalhealth ft. ModdoThaPoet Lyrics

They want that old me but he gone, all the pain and hurt made me change,

Crazy how times can change but I'm supposed to stay the same.

Can't talk about it with my people, many don't understand what I'm saying,

And talking to those who not trying to listen, feel like I'm complaining.

I need answers I need help, I need friends but prefer to be by myself,

I try to talk about it at times but get irritated and I push away the help.

I swear she trying to understand pushing me to be a better man,

But I just see her words at bitching because they don't align with my plan.

I'm lashing out at others bleeding on who didn't cause the cut,

At this point I might do something I regret but who gives a fuck.

A man is suffering nobody cares until that man is dead and gone,

They'd rather you die on your horse then help you when you fell and broke a bone.

Peeping jealousy and phony in folks that I used to call a friends,

Empty promises the only consistent thing between me and them.

Being lied to and doubting folks so much when they ask I ain't got it for ya,

I swear imma be a lonely person thanks to all this pain and paranoia.

She just trying to communicate, I'm just trying to eliminate,

All the problems and my stressing but it's more headaches that she create.

Tired of the stressing and the fighting only to see that she was right and,

If you got a good woman listen to what she saying keep her beside and.

We standing tall against the giants, we see tyrants and we fighting,

Sometime we gone bump heads but understand we still united.

Everyone is not your foes, gotta keep in contact with the bros,

I swear hard times gone strip the bullshit and so much will get exposed.

We push away those that love us thinking we'll hurt them if they close,

But honestly those the ones we need around us when we hurt the most.

That'll be honest and tell us what we need to hear and not just what we want,

That'll congratulate us for doing right but still privately correct us when we don't.

Sometimes as men we need a hug, but men rarely receive love,

Not a compliment or affirmation and a then they wonder why we thugs.

Not everyone so quick to judge, but you gotta be able to budge,

At times we so closed off but we gotta learn to open up.

Everyone not gone receive you and everyone not gone believe you,

But at the end of the day I just want you to know it's okay to be you.

We push people away when we needing them to stay thinking we can do it all ourself,

Nobody can gossip if they don't know your issues but also they can't help.