Dead And Gone Lyrics

Heaven got jealous of me knowing a few and decided to take a few from me

My heart so fucked up it hard to tell if they really loved me How could you leave like that

U know I wouldn't of even dreamed like that

Memories in the back of minds but I can't lean right back I gotta keep on forwards

If sorrow you never saw it

Then allow my words to draw it

Each line bonded with strokes of Picassio

This more that rap bro

This is a channel for tears with rapid flow

Used to spend half days tearing up

Til I figured it was only my hands that was clearing it up

Wrapped the same fingers round the bands still aint feeling enough

Gods said his was on call but these losses is killing his buzz

Pick it up

What they expecting from kids that only known neglecting

A mothers love intercepted

Grew thru cold ends disconnected

With anything real

Blue lights flash and we stay peddling still

Flipping small packs just to guarantee some meals

Lost in the world no ones relating

Get one blessing n the whole hood hating

Fuck how far you come they just want what you got

Even if it means your stomachs in knots

Or you dead on the block

I'm not the type to stay in the same predicament

I'm searchingly for the change n I pray to god that it imminent

N forever lasting like the strings on this beat

Too many lives gone from guns thats sing on these streets

And a lot clout not beef

You feel me

Tried till the world I'm sick but I think they like the ill me

Confusions everywhere still the real me

Until I'm dead n gone i let the truth spill me

Sincerely signed by a fucking real g

Forever young

And I thought I would matter when i'm dead n gone

But my words really gonna live on Cause they say I'm forever Young

Lord I was confused from the abuse

And even more by its truth

Now I'm searchingly thru older days on how to heal my youth

But all it seems to be dead ends opened wounds

Broken hoes running lose

And niggas wanting my position that they too weak to lose

Forgive me

I got a side tracked in these roads by this side trap

Left my soul in the pen so I had to revive that

Just to feel close again

Cause this world not my lover or friend

It's just a bitch that fucks you till the ends

N keeps yours seeds in it

Leaving them to grieve in it

How can I feel comfort when I know the devil still sleeps in it

Creeps in it

Til we familiar with nothing but loss

Guess you know you a prophet when the losses makes a boss

When you full of the ingredients whats the need to chase the pot

Or when you are the rope whats the need to trace the knot

I correlate that to the roots of my skin

The old pharaoh hats told me to just move within

Auntie says I'm blessed I speak from the chest

With the same breathe them officers tried to take

I saw light when they thought I seen death

Now them bitches see debt since my lawyers called for a check

Thought you were the dogs til

I took them pussies to the vet I'm a survivor and you just proved my position

I'm used to L's but they aint used to me winning

So every day i'm on top your soul rots

Like the pains of my past

May every enemy's head fall as I'm raising my glass and that's that

And I thought I would matter when i'm dead n gone

But my words really gonna live on Cause they say I'm forever Young