still trying.. Lyrics

Running around my mind, got me bitin' my nails

I loving on you is like standin' on nails

When I told you I loved you, I thought you could tell

Now I'm here lookin' funny like David Chappelle

I think that I've been impaled in my heart, lil' baby

Wanna take it all back to the start, lil' baby

Then you crashed in my mind like a cart, lil' baby

Now I'm in here, I'm fallin' apart, lil' baby

Do you get what I'm doin'?

Told you I'm fallin' in love I'm perusing

The things that I thought we could be in the future

Now I'm out here just like Future

Dissin' the women I knew in my past

Buildin' up hate for the things you once had

I keep tellin' myself that I wasn't that bad

Baby, who am I kiddin'?

The man that I see in the mirror is the spitting image of everything that I was missing

Want to say I was hurt when you started to diss me

Say I was hurt when you said you didn't miss me

Say I was hurt when you took all the feelings we had and you threw them away like a Frisbee

I was really hurt when she said she was single

I'm still in love with you

Got me goin' crazy thinkin' bout your magnitude

Now it feels like something's missing like I chipped a tooth

But the only thing that's missing is me bein' with you

Man, what I loved you, I didn't see it myself

Been itching for fixin' love's like an addiction that I couldn't beat with the hand that was dealt

But I keep tryin', keep tryin', keep tryin

To be better than the man you said that you knew

All the highs and goodbyes, then the love and the lies

Tell myself I was doin' it all for you

It was all for me, but I couldn't see

And it got to a point that you couldn't even sleep

And it got to a point where you wanted to leave

But I couldn't believe you apart from me

But I'm still tryin', still tryin', still tryin