Are You Happy? Lyrics

Are you all alone?

Slowing losing focus?

Tell me are you all okay?

Hello, are you happy? Yet?

Are you embarrassed

That you're still feeling the same?

First girl I ever loved rejected me

The second and third I can't really remember

By the fourth or fifth I wasn't sure of this shit

The sixth cheated on me and that shit depressed me

Now I'm sad, first time I was down bad

I dropped outta class

Fuck chemistry, this shit is a backhand

I always been a lover for love's sake

But now I gotta question, do I have what it takes?

Man, I never been secure in my own skin

My personality is no friend to thin patience

And I feel as if I come off thick

I'm quick to tone down

The parts of myself that I fear are too loud

Just to gain some type of acceptance

It's sick

But I need to know that I'm not all alone

Where could I ever belong?

Thin line tween woe is me and poetry

Unrequited love, heart on my arm

I'm good at seeing the bright side in the killers that come

No heaven undone

Bitters is a hell of a drug

Come nightfall we gon sing out the sun

Like a bear in a blue house

We puppeteers, masters of fun

I know 50 odd ways to mess up a good thing

But the one that never fails is to never change

And if love is a hurricane I'm caught in the eye

When there's wreckage all around me I feel calmer inside

I reduced myself to getting used to never wanting better

Mostly cause I couldn't have it

I been abandoned, look at my parents

One physically left, and

The other one's emotion neglect

Any perspective or delusion of a brighter future

Was bread on the streets rapping making beats on computers

The only thing that I can manage when I start to lose it

I wasn't popular in school I wasn't good at hooping

But I mutilated myself back in my student days

And aged from lack of grace, all my beauty is not face

But taste in morals and faith

And one day, my kids gonna ask what to make of this life

And I'ma say hey, check it

Closed mouths don't get the answers

Broke hearts won't play the fool

If you're scared and won't take chances

You've already lost

There's not much that your pride can do for you

Are you all alone?

Slowing losing focus?

Tell me are you all okay?

Hello, are you happy? Yet?

Are you embarrassed

That you're still feeling the same?