i'm not fine Lyrics

Intoxicated on my own

Facetime wit my homie, serving work on the road

Tryna make a way in this fast life

Gettin cheese from the 818 to the 310

Put my whole life in dis shit

You don't even know the half, man I'd die for dis shit

Yeah I make it look sexy, but don't get it twisted man, it hurt like a bitch

I'm not fine even though I say I'm fine

I'm not fine even though I say I'm fine

I'm not fine even when I say I'm fine

I'm not fine even when I say I'm fine

Yeah these scars cut deeper than I think

They come from places even deeper than I been

Stressin out over shit I can't control

Inhale my worries, breathe em out and let em go

Standing in my own skin, but I'm not here

In a room full of people, but they not here

On my phone, in every single place, but my own

Wondering where the hell did my mind go

Wondering where the hell did the time go

I swear these days it be movin like a criminal

Hella pressure on myself, gotta let it go

Tap into days in the kitchen wit my sister eating cereal

I need somethin simpler, I need somethin to feel though

Are my fears even real or do I just imagine them

Will my words heal if I never get the fame

Feel the pain of my family when I see my uncle drank

Drowning in the bottle almost every single day

I done seen it my whole life and it still make me feel a way

See my family enable him and say that he's his own man

Intoxicated on my own

Facetime wit my homie, serving work on the road

Tryna make a way in this fast life

Gettin cheese from the 818 to the 310

Put my whole life in dis shit

You don't even know the half, man I'd die for dis shit

Yeah I make it look sexy, but don't get it twisted man, it hurt like a bitch

I'm not fine even though I say I'm fine

I'm not fine even though I say I'm fine

I'm not fine even when I say I'm fine

I'm not fine even when I say I'm fine