sick of myself Lyrics

[Intro]

2021, yeah

[Verse 1]

Always a hater, never a lover

Why they getting all this clout?

Always the quiet one, never the rager

Why they turn it up so loud?

Always the rain man, never the sun

Identify as a thundercloud

I let anyone ruin my day

But I'm the only one in my way

[Verse 2]

Always a no-man, never a yes-man

Why nobody getting in touch?

Always a killjoy...damn

I don't like myself that much

And I could be better, if I wasn't bitter

But I never let shit go

I let everything kill my vibe

And now I'm kinda dead inside

[Chorus]

Am I sick of the world

Or am I sick of myself?

What are the chances

The problem is everybody else?

Am I doomed for all eternity

To carry on the way I'm hurting me?

Am I sick of the world

Or am I sick of myself?

[Verse 3]

I'm undiplomatic

My behaviour is so erratic

They tell me don't trip

Then I lose my shit

I wish I wasn't so dramatic

But I, I can't get past it

I'll make a mountain out of a sandpit

Blowing everything out of proportion

This kind of living is torture

[Chorus]

Am I sick of the world

Or am I sick of myself? [sick of myself, yeah]

What are the chances

The problem is everybody else? [everybody else]

Am I doomed for all eternity

To carry on the way I'm hurting me?

Am I sick of the world

Or am I sick of myself? [am I sick of myself, yeah]