Push // Pull ft. Lauren Babic Lyrics

Let me start by being honest

I've lied to myself

No I don't know who I am but I know I need some help

See I'm just going through the motions

Days just slip away

Why does everything keep changing to different shades of grey

If I was true to myself I'd be the devil in hell

I'd be the best and the worst

Am I the worst

Now I've taken

I've cheated

Can't control alt delete it

It just keeps on repeating

I'm broken

I'm bleeding

It just keeps on repeating

It just keeps on repeating again

Every time that I've been honest

things always end the same

Why do I try to open my heart

If it always ends in pain

I'll just got back to the old me and fade into the grey

I'm going through the motions to try and feel ok

If I was true to myself I'd be the devil in hell

I'd be the best and the worst

Am I the worst

Now I've taken

I've cheated

Can't control alt delete it

It just keeps on repeating

I'm broken

I'm bleeding

It just keeps on repeating

It just keeps on repeating again

Now that you know I'm complicated and stuck inside in my head

You still say you'll never leave me no matter who I've been

If I push will you pull

Why don't you leave me alone

No I don't want to go home

I want to bleed on my own

If I push will you pull

Please don't leave me alone

I think I want to go home

Don't let me bleed on my own

Now I've taken

I've cheated

Can't control alt delete it

It just keeps on repeating

I'm broken

I'm bleeding

It just keeps on repeating

It just keeps on repeating again