Lost Lyrics

In my room about to self destruct

The only thing keeping me sane is that henny cup

I sip it up

Pause my thoughts so I can reconstruct

Cause they the only thing that's fucking me up

Now pause

Let me see what's wrong with my life

I take a guess

I look at myself in the mirror as I take a breathe

I ace the test

Only happens when I break a sweat

So tell me how you look at me now

I mean look at my shine

I'm out here tryna share a Piece of my mind

But there's no peace so I need to stop and work on my grind

I'm falling deep I keep hurting that's the way I'm designed

How can I sleep clock ticking I keep hearing my time

It says

Pause for a second cause I don't know where I'm going

All I hear are these fucking henny thoughts flowing

All I see are these junkies with their nose snowing

All I feel is that pain that keeps overflowing

All I smell is fear corruption and embezzlements

All I taste is that failure and that negligence

I'm just tryna see life through a difference lens

But everywhere I go I just meet irrelevance

Like what if we walked in a straight line

What would happen if you work hard instead of crying

How would life be if we feeling just fine

This ain't a fantasy people I'd rather stop dying

I'd rather stop fighting i wanna be the change

I wanna see my brother smile and not feel his rage

I wanna make him safe

So I closed the case

I know my pace is slow

But I will win the race

And I stepped back

Way way back

How can I walk in his shoes if I can't fit that

How can I alter his vision and make him get that

The more you walk with losers the more you get smacked

You need to think it through

You need to have a plan

You can't afford the things you love if you think you can

You gotta put in work

You gotta put in blood

You gotta hustle day and night to get what you love

I am lost my road is dark cold

I don't know where I'm supposed to go

My head high but I still touch the floor

I reach my best but I can't stop to grow

I write my wrongs but I'm still feeling low

I left my mind and let me feeling flow

I kill my demons i can't sin no more

I fear my angels cause they never show

They leave me anxious dying all alone

I keep staring at my fucking phone

Hoping that she will call

But I just ignore

Yeah I'm struggling

It's just how it goes

Yeah I'm fucking lost

Been that all along

Yeah Im fucking lost

That's why I made this song