Hiding Lyrics

I don't go out nah I'd rather just hide

I know it seems dark up in my mind

But it's only just dim compared to outside

I been staying up like every fucking night

I been reaching up to where I can't die

I been clinging on to every single rhyme

I been leaving off the lights cause I don't like it bright

I ain't in control, I'm only here for the ride

Yeah you pulled the rug from under my feet

So I been walking on stone for the past few weeks

Think I need a mop for all these tears I've weeped

I've tried to escape but it's out of my reach

Out of this quicksand I try and fucking leap

But it just pulls me in more and more deep

So I let myself sink, already up to my knees

At least when I'm all the way I won't see

I've been keeping my distance, staying on the low

The world could have ended for all that I know

There could be a war outside of my hole

Got no ores but I'm still trying to row

While plugging the hole that's in my boat

It's up to me to change shit, I know

But I'm scared of the world and I'm scared of the now

So I hide a way, throw the keys in the nil

I don't go out nah I'd rather just hide

I know it seems dark up in my mind

But it's only just dim compared to outside

I been staying up like every fucking night

I been reaching up to where I can't die

I been clinging on to every single rhyme

I been leaving off the lights cause I don't like it bright

I ain't in control, I'm only here for the ride