Before I Self Destruct Lyrics

I try to budge but I'm stuck in the mud

Jot down what I see in this rut

I write the experience I don't judge

It's my life line before I self destruct

This life could be spooky like movies from Wes Craven

I get a full night sleep but stress got me looking jaded

I have a cargo of burdens I wanna drop all this laden

If I could fly I'd grab the wings of a raven

I'll getaway from all the complications

I'd stay in the sun visiting only tropical places

But I'm stuck in this hell in search for a safe haven

And everyone here living double lives like a double agent

But thank God for my gift it's amazing

And it keeps me sedated

My pen game gives me a high without getting faded

The message so clear no mumble I'am not a cavemen

My truth causes glitches in the matrix

I stay in the kitchen cooking I serve nothing tasteless

My firepower so blazing

I need a fireproof chef hat with the apron

I try to budge but I'm stuck in the mud

Jot down what I see in this rut

I write the experience I don't judge

It's my life line before I self destruct