1234567 Lyrics

I've been taking my time waiting on you

Writing my lines, telling the truth

And if only I knew what I know now then

Then I would've known what to do

Staying up late at night

Too many thoughts up in my mind

Do you really know what it's like

To live in constant fight or flight

Wake up, it's still there

No one fucking cares

I'm just so damn scared

That I might die here

Everyone's saying I'm fine

But that is not what I feel like

Obsessed and compulsive

It's not what they all said

It's not about cleaning, it's living in dread

It's not what they told me, no

So how the fuck was I supposed to know?

I think there's something wrong with me

My mind is my worst enemy

Obsessed, compulsed, everything in between

Come on, come on and sing with me

1,2,3,4,5,6,7

1,2,3,4,5,6,7

1,2,3,4,5,6,7

Ruminate, repeat, get no relief

Maybe I'm just crazy, but I wish I would've known

There's chemicals messing with my soul

Oh no

My mind is hazy, will I be this way 'til I'm old?

I feel I'm losing all control

Let go

So many people telling me to get over it

Like, if I could, don't you think that I would've tried it?

Nervous ticks in my hands, in my face

I start to think that my life's a mistake

I took two pills, then I question if I took 'em

Then I think that I might O-D off a vitamin

My brain thinks such horrible things

Will you just shut the fuck up and let me sleep?

I think there's something wrong with me

My mind is my worst enemy

Obsessed, compulsed, everything in between

Come on, come on and sing with me

1,2,3,4,5,6,7

1,2,3,4,5,6,7

1,2,3,4,5,6,7

Ruminate, repeat, get no relief