angels Lyrics

Haven't touched on it before

Thought I could fake being stable

The blood got too much to ignore

The cut I hid well turned out fatal

I haven't felt in a long time

Living is purgatorial

Four years and counting of flatline

And I take it out on the angels

There's no best time for emotion

No schedule on when best to smile

Here I am, spilling myself out

So my heart has nothing to feel

I haven't felt in a long time

Living is purgatorial

Four years and counting of flatline

And I take it out on the angels

Is it my fault I'm alone now

My skin hesitates to feel

God takes his sweet time to speak out

I take it out on the angels

Just like a habit

Burn what makes me happy

I'll smile when I suffocate

Just like a habit

Once I think I have it

I lock it away to decay

I haven't felt in a long time

Living is purgatorial

Four years and counting of flatline

And I take it out on the angels

You were the stablest part of me

But were you imagined or real

I hate myself more than I ever have

And I take it out on the angels

I take it out on the angels

I take it out on the angels

I put my feelings to song

So they can't touch me in the real world

Here I am, spilling myself out

So my heart has nothing to feel